Nothing Like the Present

Monday, October 24, 2005

Woow!
mehn!
tapos na ang EvSem!
i had soooooooooooooooow much fun!
kahit na may boring stuff, i was able to escape reality for 3 days
sobrang tiring and all but relaxing and loose

somehow, i got to know 20 fantastic people!
(Arranged from memory based from Assembly Place Xavier Hall 3:35)
1. Anton
2. Calvs
3. Cam
4. Manny
5. Steph
6. RJ
7. Amor
8. Fish
9. Grace
10. Niq
11. Erika
12. Alden
13. Yumi
14. Charmie
15. Reese
16. Makaw
17. Pat
18. Cel
19. Bambie
20. Dex

other than getting to know them, the EvSem was also a time for me to discover more about myself... i believe i learned alot from these experiences as i had an eternity in these few days to reflect and think often, in other words, i also evaluated myself... i hope i matured alot as i tackled several responsibilities, performed new acts, and interacted with alot of intelligent, wise and fun people...

*START*

Day 1
assembly
7-8 hour travel time start 5 00 am
- breakfast at jollibee, i had pancakes
- nasiraan isang van sow tumagal
house of Bams
- clean up
- settling down
- pusoy
lunch 3 30 - 4 30 pm
- 1 piece chicken mcdo
- pusoy
Evsem proper
dinner 8 00 pm putaneska
- cards, pusoy/poker
10 30 pm Sessions
11 30 onwards
cards
a little drink
taboo
hang by the fire
3 30 sleep

Day 2
7 00 am freezing invigorating bath!
- cards
8 00 breakfast corned beef, rice, pork and beans
9 00 sessions
11 30 lunch - pork/chicken adobo
- cards
2 15 Evsem 4 Members is over
- cards
- taboo
3 30 pm
- nakalabas na rin!
- stores, ukay-ukay
- SM Baguio
- donuts, cotton candy
- videoke, highest ako! haha *MAYBE : 87
- tayo and observe w/ RJ
8 00 dinner - carbonara
cards
toasted mallows
taboo
pictionary
2 30 - 4 00 fell asleep on the dining table with erika
woke up, behaved like a zombie
fell asleep on the guy's room bed of mine

Day 3
9 00 wow its already nine!
hilamos
breakfast
cards
11 00 mass at a certain church, church of st joseph i think
12 30 lunch at o mai khan
- 210 pesos, eat all you can mongolian BBQ nka 3 bowls ako... hmmm... pwede na
2 30
good shepherd
mines view park
4 00 leave bam's house
6 - 7 hour drive
- dinner at chowking - wanton noodles reg
10 30 pm yes! feels like home ateneo!
sinundo ng magulang

*END*

----- i can't wait for the next evsem! saan kaya sunod? sa spain daw sabi ng rumors! hahaha

20++ Memorable Words and Phrases
1. nuts
2. nuts shuttle
3. erection
4. boy tupe
5. pimp
6. clit/slit
7. big bird
8. reccuring pattern
9. bad boy
10. dun dan dan dun
11. pusoy
12. poker
13. five thousand
14. toasted mallows
15. Jack Ullman
16. Mr. Clean
17. promise?
18. sunrise
19. gusto mong malaman?
20. sapok
21. mommy
22. lola
23. corn
24. aggresive

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

wow!

it was like a fantasy becoming reality
a complete experience i would go through again over and over

it was like a slice of what seemed a finality
a chance again to touch a plane higher

it was a moment that should have lasted an eternity
a curious time like no other

it was a choice that put my mind into a state of inclarity
a cruel truth will sunder

"oh well, to try is to risk failure"

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

OMG! OMG! OMG!
my world suddenly seems so bright!
all my problems are just floating away
ang sarap ng lightheaded, pleasant feeling
its like a great weight has been lifted from my shoulders
i can just FLYYYYYYYY!!!

i can't believe it
at first i thought it was impossible

oh well... it could've gone both ways

Monday, October 17, 2005

wow! my sembreak has barely started and im quickly running out of things to do.......
i dont know what to do anymore.... haha
just watch REy Mysterio sa WWE...
ladada-dada watchugonduwenwicamforyu

Friday, October 14, 2005

my sembreak has officially started!

i wonder if ever
il go further
stay at this good scenery
or seek better imagery
to huddle up and pack
or to rest and slack
to ram through a glittering wall
or run around and fall
to take a blind step or leave be
time flies fast, il see

Thursday, October 13, 2005

YES!!! YES!!! YES!!!
Malapit na malapit na malapit na malapit na!
one more thing and im done!
Fil Reporting nalang! i cant wait to get it over with!

after this... who knows? maybe this, maybe that
as long as im never sad

feel free to roam and explore new beginnings
forget about the past and... and... ... old hard feelings?

share my world of glee and sudden burst of energy
but mostly take easy from mandi to frydi

wahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!

Saturday, October 08, 2005

... the sem is coming to a close...
... a few more stuff to do, break na...
... buti nalang patapos na, exhausted na ang aking energy...
... it seems that sobrang hina na ng driving force to live...
... i can finally go to sleep...
and maybe dream about things that could have happened had i chosen to live differently
and maybe dream about the paths i did not take
and maybe dream about the unfulfilled goals and failures
and maybe dream about taking the risks not taken
and dream of
fear
anxiety
pain
confusion
despair
helplessness
regret

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

jeez!... watta week ahead of me!... konting tiyaga pa, just a little more!... the days will pass by ohw sow slow... sleepless nights plague my existence... a ton of work to do,... but... konti nalang, i have to hold on to my sanity!... and everything will be over!

im supposed to be doing my fil group project now, but labas muna ng sama ng loob... ive to get these words out of my head... ang hirap talaga magstart!... i dunno... its isaac's fault! freakin first law! maybe if i change it il have an easier time "getting in motion"... hahaha wierdo! fuzzy, very fuzzy indeed!....

*the essence of cramming is not the problem. i cram because its extremely difficult to get started... but "once in motion will remain in motion"