... the sem is coming to a close...
... a few more stuff to do, break na...
... buti nalang patapos na, exhausted na ang aking energy...
... it seems that sobrang hina na ng driving force to live...
... i can finally go to sleep...
and maybe dream about things that could have happened had i chosen to live differently
and maybe dream about the paths i did not take
and maybe dream about the unfulfilled goals and failures
and maybe dream about taking the risks not taken
and dream of
fear
anxiety
pain
confusion
despair
helplessness
regret