i already forgot how fun it was to play basketball
all the running
all the jumping
all the elbows hitting my head
all the shoulders ramming against my bod
all the sweat dripping off my forehead
all the friendly purely accidental violence involved
i missed all of this... after all, the knocks and bruises are half the fun
* i wanted to play sf to avoid the violence, but it seems that fate wants me to play pf
i wanted to go to the gym after i got home, but i ended up sleeping instead... tamad-tamad!



realize that true self is never found
life's just a collection of diff'rent mask
uncertainty now will forever hound
when will i know, where to go, who to ask?