God is real
Yes, its weird
Well, for me it is
who would have thought that
a series of unfortunate events
could lead to something so powerful, so great

i felt God last friday
he exists in some twisted reality far far from ours
he's scary, really scary

Everything that happened since morning was totally random
from studying in the libe til the footbridge accident
yet, i saw connections
it was magic
like pieces of spaghetti jumbled up together to form a spaghetti ball
but why? why did he show me such greatness
is it because of my skepticism?
nah! i dont think so
i just have this weird feeling that i am being trapped

it's so hard to lose even part of your memories,
it's as if a part of you has been ripped out
When you try to recall that memory, you see nothing but a white space
you lose your identity, you dont know who or what you are anymore
you can neither smile nor cry
you just feel... empty