Holy Moly!
I cannot deny it anymore
I tried to keep in fighting
But im losing the war
*im losing*...

Who would have thought that at this moment
-reality was better than fantasy-
-living life is more fun that dreaming of it-

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god loves me
ngayon ko lang na fully appreciate yan
having no fear, for god always fulfills his promises
*having no fear* --- to be wonderfully free
*sniff sniff*
somethin spiritual is not necessarily boring
in many ways, its fun and exciting

*can i change my religion now?

Psychic Vampires
Do you feel tired when you think of the person?
Is it as if your life force has been sucked out of you?
Do you just feel dead inside?

Yes, i have been victimized
But i guess i trapped myself
im left half dead
with two choices
to die or be a vampire too
will i allow myself to choose any of the two?
no, of course not... but can i help it?
might as well get all of this over with and eat garlic bread

can't believe that i let 1/20 of myself just deteriorate
blame it on those 19 left, blame it on me

Whew! it's been a hectic month....
grabeh! Super tired na ko, i need to relax and be loose for a while
just when i thought everything wont work out and just explode to my face
things turn out nicely
haha, buhay nga naman ng crammer...
i dont think i have ever been so busy in my entire life as much as these past couple of days
but... i realize that i didn't give a 100% effort on these things...
maybe just around 50 - 70 %...
and boy, do i know what makes me give a 100% effort, and sometimes even more
but why do i get this feeling that sometimes my best is not good enough

share ko lang yun hallmark moment na nahagilap ko kay kia kanina
"If your heart's not with me, then i'll leave"
haha! ang labo