will i?
i need to step back
and then take another step back
and then another step back
i cannot do this alone
yet, only i can do
muster up courage
to take a giant leap
i wont make it
il never reach the other side of the gap
il fall a billion feet to the floor
my head will split like an egg
still, it's not open enough
why do wise men have to be old?
do i keep on denying what could be the will of God?
or do i reach out and accept it, no matter what consequences?
am i afraid? why should i be?
why do i fear?
im still insecure, very insecure