I feel angry

That’s what it is

If she wants to throw philo away, so what?

Her grades do not affect me whatsoever

What she does with her life is none of my concern

If she wants to pierce her face, fine

If she wants to kiss a girl, watever

But really

Why am I so angry at her?

Because

I don’t want to see her fail

I don’t want to see her depressed

I don’t want to see her throwing her life away

I don’t want to see her doing empty meaningless acts

I don’t want to see her destroy herself

I see so very clearly

Up until now

These are selfish concerns

It’s all about me

It’s all about me not wanting to see

It's seems that my entire life's a paradox

she's probably better off without my "so-called" help anyway

Am I of any help now?

In the end

I don’t want to see the girl who keeps my standards stumble

all that crap about waiting

Everything seems pointless now

Everything seems pointless

Grow up ben

It’s not about you