It has been a wonderful september
sayang it flew by so fast
at the end of this month
i learned so many things
i lived so many (infinite actually) moments
i hate philo
i learn so many things outside of class
bagsak naman inside
grabeh
it's so hard being a man
we have the impossible task of controlling those manly desires
we have the impossible task of restraining ourselves
we have the impossible task of waiting
a prominent chickboy-turned-Christian once told me,
"it's so easy to fool girls, play with their emotions, and then dump them,
all you have to do is be extremely romantic, and whisper empty promises"
he made is sound easy, i don't know
im realizing now that waiting is far more difficult than flirting around
it's so hard to keep those barriers up
it's so hard not to give in to feelings
i owe so much to dun sa dalawang Christian girls in admu
even if the other one kissed a girl
they are still great examples of why (Christian) girls are worth waiting for
God had better set apart a great girl, or else magagalit ako
