Nothing Like the Present

Monday, May 28, 2007

wow
wow talaga
ang sarap ng victory weekend mehn
as in wow

ive never felt so victorious in my life
so free, so empowered
sobrang liberating

ive never felt God so strongly living in me ever before
grabeh! wala na, nothing can ever compare to that feeling
sobrang humbling yet empowering at the same time
para bang a great weight has been lifted from me
para akong natipsy ng hindi umiinom
nawala yun defeated state ko and napalitan ng victorious one

yun laying of the hands time
grabeh, lahat ng mga kasama ko nagsimulang magtongues
pambihira, ako walang sound na lumalabas pero my lips were moving on its own
sabi ng pastor okei lang daw, lalabas din yan when the time comes
tapos parang nanlamig and naparalyze yun katawan ko
wow
sana naman hindi siya demonic manifestation
sana yun Holy Spirit lang yun
hehehe

fun part na yun water baptism
ayus lang yun unang lubog
para sakin talaga yun

tapos nagrequest ba naman na lubugin pa ko ng ilang beses para daw sa video
hahaha, pambihira, laff trip
so in total, nabaptize ata ako ng six times
sa isang araw
ay nako

pero sarap paren ng feeling
Christian na Christian na ako
hahaha! yeah! i love it!

okei, solve na ako
So, from now on, ibang tao naman
yeah, sa admu, that's my place
i feel God telling me to go there
yeah!

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

WARWEEK!!!
is over... boo!!!
pero, wow!
oh my gee, my gosh!
i love my christian friends/family
grabeh!!
i love them sooooooooooo much!
as in waw!
we can talk all we want about our favorite topic in the world
GOD!
woohoo!
waw
super duper kong daming natutunan!
and grabeh! ang sarap talagang iworship si God!
and yun Word! oh boy!
tagos sa puso!
mehn! i love my roomates!
si e.r., robby, sean, and ricky
grabeh!
sobrang saya ng company nila
sobrang tagal narin akong hindi nakaexperience ng all-boys company
ibang klase, sobrang free-flowing ng conversion pati ang mga hirit
hahaha!

and si God
my God!
grabeh! damang dama kita Lord!
just the other day, i gave to You Lord my 100% commitment
and i seriously plan to live up to that commitment
sobrang mahal na mahal kita Lord
for all the things You've done for me
i'm nothing, i don't deserve anything
i spoke against You dati, but you showed me mercy
i was isolated and down, but You surrounded me with overflowing love
I Love You God

Meron na kong idadagdag sa mga mottos ko
"Here I am Lord! Send Me!"



Here i am enveloped by God
Surrounded by faith
With passion burning, consuming

The breeze was cool, relaxing
The lake, so calm, so serene
The moon shines at its brightest
and the stars complement its beauty

But fire burns within me
my sight extended to those who need
my hands yearn to reach out
my heart seeks to love

who am i to amount to anything?
im unworthy, im incompetent
But Lord, if you please
Here I am, send me