hello blog
please forget about the crap i used to write. most of them were just based on foolishness and an influx of hormones.
for those who have been wondering, especially my parents and siblings,
here are some of my guidelines accumulated since the time God ruptured my life

I will be attracted to a girl if she can stump me in an intellectual discussion using minimal words (a word, a phrase, even with just a look) without uttering any sort of foul language.
The only time I will court this girl is if she is worth the rest of my life.
If I marry this girl, I can look forward to waking up next to her every morning til I die.

There's a whole lot more.
I'll add more when I clearly think it, and ponder on it.